the most awaited but yet so frightening day have passed. it's the result day! it was supposed to come out on the 15th of February. but according to my classmates, it may came out early which is the night of the 14th. thinking that it might came out that night, terus rasa macam, oh tak tidur la kita nak tunggu result keluar ni. but nope guys. nope. i slept as soon as i switched off the light and didn't even hear my phone buzzing with tremendous amount of texts from my classmates! woke up at 12.48am to go to the toilet and then checked the e-mail after reading the texts.
i thought i will be very nervous and everything. but because i checked the e-mail half awake, i didn't really feel anything. screencap the e-mail and sent it to my two bestest friends in this world and go back to sleep. i did feel relieved seeing that i passed all the papers but the excitement aren't there. i was way too sleepy to feel anything! HAHAHAAHA!!
woke up super early that day. have a better look at the e-mail then the excitement kicked in! like, OMG, i passed all papers!! i. passed. all. papers.
the girl that during the first day of class, being mocked for not having any basic in computer networking and decided to pursue her master degree in this field.
the girl who is always clueless when the lecturers and classmates started throwing some big words that she never heard of.
the girl that just want to get done with the first semester and quit so she don't have to deal with it anymore.
Ya Allah, tq for this. i know i won't be able to do this without You.
and i know next semester will be tougher. i hope i will get through this too. amin. amin.
so guys, i passed all papers! i swear i am not bragging. there's nothing to bragged about in the first place. i just hope this can be an inspiration. inspiration to me in the future. and inspiration to whoever might be reading this.
first, do not let others make the decision for you. you do you. so what if you don't have any basic in anything? everything is on google now. and i mean EVERYTHING! it's there and it's all up to you. prove them wrong and kick them in the butt for trying to downgrade you.
second, anything is possible if you put your mind to it. you rasa you stupid sebab tak faham benda apa dorang merepek dalam kelas ni? then, go study! its okay if you feel like you know nothing. but it's not ok if you decided to not do anything about it. do something. anything.
third, be friend with positive people. i think this applied to anything you want to do in life. seriously, i don't know where will i be without all my positive people that includes my dear family, friends and classmates.
my bestest friends and I spent the whole day the next day chilling, shopping and eating. it was so nice to reward yourself after all those chaos.
with that, i hope you too will always have a positive mindset to go through anything in your life. be it work, study, life, etc etc. good luck!
