being positive

I'm not gonna lie. I kinda love what I'm doing right now. I love any jobs that revolves around computer (and music). And I held and move on with my life with the saying that -- when you woke up every morning and the first thing that pop into your mind is I’m ready to go to work then that job is for you.

I feel exactly like that every morning when I woke up. To say that I'm excited to go to work doesn’t really define what I feel. I just know this is it for me. Get me? I don’t know how to expressed this into words. But just know that I love this job. Ok?

What’s been bugging me – the people. So much negativity. So much that its slowly killing me. The lack of respects also is the major problem here for me. 

Arrgghhhh!!!! I just want to be happy. I keep trying to be positive all day round and hope it will affect people around me. But no luck yet! 

Wish me luck guys. I love this job. It’s a keeper. I really don’t want people around it causing me to do unnecessary things. Like quit the job and stay at home doing business. HAHA! No no. That’s not going to happen. Not now at least. :) 

Toodles! 

Love you whoever you are. Please stay positive and spread it to other people. :) 

Rest in peace baby girl. Miss you sayang. :(

p/s: Just received a phone call from somebody that makes me smile. thank you to that somebody! :)

home makeover 2

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"finally.. Look so white. But im loving it! Proud with myself. :P #madewithover #over #photowonder #whitagram #white #paint #home #makeover"

home makeover 1

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"Projek hujung minggu. Projek yg way overdue. HAHA! #whitagram "

Siblings' day out!

Trying out posting a new entry through instagram. :)

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library in the making

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"This is not how i picture the library will look like. But this will do for now. Lack of space. And time. And im not very familiar with the subject yet. I'll do better next time. Hopefully. 😎✌"

if only

they knew that I meant every word that I said, I would be happy.


very happy indeed!

I cant remember the name of the restaurant where we eat this blueberry pizza (?) is,but its in TImes Square.

wants vs needs.

It’s been a year plus since I started my journey as a makan-gaji-girl (?). HAHA. Well, it’s definitely a roller coaster ride. Sometimes I’m on top of the world but most of the time, I’m just glad that I have a job to keep me well-fed at the end of the day. Honest truth. But still, Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for the rezeki. :)

The only problem I’m facing right now is how to spend the hard-earned money wisely. Ya Allah. Susahnye! If I can save RM100 per month its considered a victory for me! I don’t know what I did with my money but I can assure you that I’m not the kind of girl who splurge on unnecessary things. 

After I kept aside my money (salary) for everything essentials, I will at least have another 30% of my pay. But still I don’t know what I do with my money that will left me with (almost) nothing in the end. 

I want to save for my overseas trip (which I don’t know where and when yet! HAHA!! But top list, AUSTRALIA! Any part of it). I want to start having and owning assets. But I don’t know how. I depended on my duit kutu for my saving but I have already making plans on what I want to do with the money. It’s not much but it is something to look forward to. HAHA!

Spend money wisely have been in my top list new year’s resolution for two years now.

How do you guys spend your money? Tips. Idea? 

USS during the company trip last year. :)

happy

HAHA!

my current bf(s).

HAHA!

I know some of you guys loathe KPOP! I know, I know! But please watch these two videos! I'm not even a fan of them. I start watching KPOP STAR season 2 by accident. I saw the commercial when watching Running Man (this show is hilarious man!!mom & dad also love this show!) with my sister and brother and KPOP STAR commercial was on during the break. Decided to record it since its air too late. 11pm every Tuesday. I need my beauty sleep. HAHA! 

So I just watch the audition one day and get stuck now. To tell you the truth I’m a bit sceptical about it at first. But boy, there are, really very talented people on that show! :) 

And currently, these guys are on the top of my list. The second video is from an episode that is not yet air here and I found it on youtube. And they seem pretty good. 

p/s: I just love man who can play guitar and sing so well. HAHA!

mysterious.

love this one! don't know why. haha! 

of friends.

This is actually so boring, but I’m just gonna write it up anyway. Growing up, I always ended up as the unlucky girl. No real friends. Ugliest girl and not to mention the most fat girl. For years, I thought this is it, this is my life. I will end up as the most lonely girl in the world. 

Fast forward, with God permit, I got the chance to pursue my bachelor degree. Life went on as usual. I am still the same person. Too tight up just because of the fear of being rejected and also the fear of being hurt over and over again. 

And then, what I fear most, become reality. Betrayed by the friend that I regard as one of the best. Bear in mind that I don’t have that many best friends. And when I regard them as my best friend, I will do my best to protect it till the end. But what happened, happened. It was one of the most devastated time of my life. I don’t talk. Still eating as usual. Haha! But I spent most of my time sleeping and stuffed up my ear with my earphone hoping and praying it will get better. I was so stressed up. 

I was ready to give up when I realize this is actually, what God want for me. He want me to be an independent person. So He test me with this kind of situation. I learned what independent really mean during those time. The freedom it gave me. And suddenly, I know, I am different. 

And then I start to loosen up a bit. And that’s when I met a bunch of girls (they know who they are). A bunch of positive minded girls who I can say pretty much, made up my university year. 

And then suddenly, because of too many distractions, I don’t know what I should write anymore. Haha!!!

I think I’m gonna have to stop now and write it again, later. Later yang ntah bila. 

Toodles!

Salam. :)

i miss writing. . .

but i didnt know whether im still fit to do this kind of thing. i mean, writing to the public. HAHA! i have to brainstorm first what i want to write and how often i should do it or is it worth to start writing?

will let u know! for the mean time, toodles! :)